Well... There are only two days left, and so I must bid you adieu until then. Meaning you may or may not be able to access this blog until this Sunday, March 18. After then, all this swelling anticipation will be over and you'll finally have answers. Hope to see you then! See you on the other side! ...
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Announcement: March 18
To begin, let me first admit my consistency with this blog has completely dissolved. (That is, if I ever had any to begin with.) However, there is a reasonable explanation, not merely a lack of discipline. No, it’s not Life’s circumstance distracting me; though, change is always eminent and inevitable. It’s also not a lack of desire either. What is actually a secret, such a well-kept secret I’ve been guarding it for quite some time (try almost 12 years). Only this what shall remain ...
Liberation
Sorry I’ve been out of touch recently. The past few weeks have been rather stressful, and I’ve been focusing all my energy into fighting those proverbial battles. All this stress was actually leading up to a moment for when I was out of town. I returned “home” to Texas for a few days, attending a leadership training conference for my synagogue. Now, if you’re anything like me, the moment you hear any of the aforementioned words (leadership, training, conference), especially combined ...
Living on the Edge
Oh, today I am not in a good mood... I'm beyond angst. Living in a proleptic state can be unbearable sometimes, surviving somewhere between the "now" and "not yet". Though, after years of dwelling here between the lines, I find my reality less daunting, even in moments such as this. Like an acrobat who's trained to walked on a thin wire suspended hundreds of feet in the air, I've grown accustom to my new habitat. I've acclimated to this freakish elevation. Sure, one false step and ...
An Inherent Longing
I realise recently I’ve been writing rather sappy posts, full of wonder and optimism. However, like any other INFJ, such idealism is usually simultaneously felt with a healthy amount of reality, practicality, or sometimes, I daresay, pessimism. How we are capable of seeing both sides of this coin still baffles even myself. That said, this one might not be as much sunshine, rainbows, and unicorns as my more recent posts. While, yes, my life and its current changes have been breathtakingly ...
