I woke up this morning with a racing mind, trying to keep up, all the while forgetting what I’m supposed to do today, if anything. All I can focus on is everything which needs adjusting, improving, fixing. I need more sleep and need to stop staying up so late. I need a better diet with less carbs and cheese with more fruits and vegetables. I need to be more active and exercise. I’m not getting any younger, and I need to start taking care of myself now. I need to stop being so late to ...
waiting
Living on the Edge
Oh, today I am not in a good mood... I'm beyond angst. Living in a proleptic state can be unbearable sometimes, surviving somewhere between the "now" and "not yet". Though, after years of dwelling here between the lines, I find my reality less daunting, even in moments such as this. Like an acrobat who's trained to walked on a thin wire suspended hundreds of feet in the air, I've grown accustom to my new habitat. I've acclimated to this freakish elevation. Sure, one false step and ...
